Beautiful things EPISODE 3

EPISODE 3
*******THE
SENTENCE********
I was tied to pools stake as
usual but this time
every kid in my class threw
water balls at me,
i just stared into an open
space feeling angry,
hurt, hated, different.
Then it dawned on me, it
doesnt matter how
bad i feel, i still have to keep
my emotions in
check. I was begining to
doubt if i had any
pride at all
*******FLASHBACK********
DEAR DIARY MUM ALWAYS
SAID AM SOON
GONNA BE A MAN, JUST LIKE
MY DAD. I
WONDER WHAT
MY 1ST YEAR IN HIGH WOULD
BE, WOOOW!!
ITS SO GONNA BE FUN…..
ATLEAST AM SURE
OF IT I THOUGHT TO MY SELF.
My week went smooth and i
thought my high school
years would be
remarkably awesome,
thought i would raise
my shoulders high and say
am now
a man but as time flew by i
got bullied by my
class mate who claims am
not supposed to be
in their school and then i
found myself
gradually becoming more
introverted, shy, timid, soft
hearted kid with
inferiority complex well i
wont fail to
mention i was given the
name
Greenville’s clown.
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while the balls was thrown
at me i thought
about my life in greenville
then i admitted to
myself i had no pride left in
me.
Finally my punishment was
over, i was really
soaked with water but
somrhow the pains my
heart felt was expressed on
my face and i
guess it only made me look
funnier cos
everyone got to laugh like
they were in the
movies.
I got to the bathroom to
clean myself up,
looking into the mirror all i
saw was a broken
kid i just grabbed my bags
and ran home.